Damn… if I ever needed a reminder of my place… I got it tonight!

So, I had the opportunity to see him tomorrow ( we live 3 hours apart and we haven’t seen each other in several weeks).

He gave me some excuse.. I’m not even sure if it is a real thing of not. Still crying, still just… ugh….that’s all.

I’m my own worst enemy.

Why do I love this man? Why?