Pretty much sums up how I feel these days. Pretty much sums up my relationship with W. He’s the one with real smile.
I feel like a fool, probably because I am.
I’m an attractive lady, well educated. l still got caught up in every lie, every promise. I turn down men, because I love him. I love him.
I need to move on. Why is that so difficult to do?
So, I had the opportunity to see him tomorrow ( we live 3 hours apart and we haven’t seen each other in several weeks).
He gave me some excuse.. I’m not even sure if it is a real thing of not. Still crying, still just… ugh….that’s all.
I’m my own worst enemy.
Why do I love this man? Why?